18 August 2020

TUESDAY sorry FRIDAY

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I haven’t been feeling so good ( physically and emotionally). Purposely didn’t post few days ago because I didn’t feel like it. Or because I was not having a good week. It was just ๐Ÿคฎ. Nothing interesting to write about really.  Let’s see.......... oh, roommate came back, at least I had a gist partner. Didn’t have  much to say though, but the company wasn’t bad. 

My boy is becoming more and more aggressive. He literally will do that which you told him not to do, and wait for what you will do. He will be like......,,, you can’t do anything more than you’ve already done nah, bring it on!!!! He doesn’t get scared anymore when I get a cane or something to spank him with. Not easy when he doesn’t have anyone to play with. I have to be playmate....playmaker.......plaything all at the same time. Very tiring. Am happy I have him with me though. Wouldn’t have known what I will do without him around as am still without a job.

I am thinking some are created with ear just for decoration, because am staying with one.

Am hoping my days will be fun always, so I’ll have things to put down. Thank God am broke( for now sha) I would have gotten fat staying at a place and losing my mind. 

10 August 2020

Hi BLOGGER


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Had problem opening my page, reasons why I didn’t post anything on Friday, but we all good now. 

Missed me??

Been a really really good week for me. From sleeping happy to waking up happy. I hope it continues so. I wake up not feeling like a stone is resting on my chest, and that makes me a very happy woman. I sleep thinking of tomorrow in a very positive way than I used to( initially I go to bed thinking if everything will be alright, now I sleep knowing that they would be) 

So I was bored yesterday, I started going through my old posts on facebook and found a post I made almost a year ago.

https://www.facebook.com/notes/ela-nneka/life/10157243293405549/

This made me realize my mind got tired way long before my body made a decision. Somehow somewhere in my mind, I nee this wasn’t going to work out. 


Moving on, all I need now is job oooo.

4 August 2020

HI BLOGGER

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Very stressful week. So I am taking a time off writing. Just had to put something down so you know that I take this seriously. 
Highlight!!! I got my luggages๐Ÿคฉ๐Ÿคฉ

Feels like getting closure. Do not want to go into details how I got them, maybe next time.